Well. .. I wrote one Journal entry, but I deleted it by mistake..So now I’m going to make it again >>

So .. I’ll talk about really, really random stuffs like what is the weather and etc

About the weather.. It is freezing .. as Hell even more Ummm.. In facts I like it, but it is making me feel lonely. I like autumn, because of it’s warm colors.. Brown and yellow, and red .. and it is really making me feel alone, but I can have my fun and alone.. In facts I love it to be alone oO and I don’t mind it, but just sometimes.. it becomes.. I dunno sometimes I just need someone by my side and I just long it and the lack of someone there is making me feel miserable.. But, yea, I like the weather in the autumn.. But here in Cyprus we haven’t Autumn..Here it becomes green at these months and when the proper Winter and Autumn past here becomes some kind of yellow, but not Autumn yellow .. Outside is so cold and calm .. I wish I can go out, but my parents aren’t allowing me.. I used to sneak out, but they are going really worried so I stopped it ..

Well now about the music It is really important part of my life and it can cheer me up either make me cry. I love mainly hard core music, love it as Hell And I cannot leave the house without one Metallica song for example The music is playing really really important role in my life lol I turned one song .. from Blue [[link] ] And I keep repeating it.. It’s not my style but it is remaining me of Lukas.. They sing: “That I gotta do to make u want me?” and that’s the way I’m feeling about Lukas a lot of times.. So I don’t listen only one kind music.. It depends on my mood etc ..

Noww books time? Well.. I haven’t read a lot yet, but I still love them .. I love the smell of old paper and .. When I touch one book I feel like it is whispering me.. Every book is whispering me its story and inviting us in it .. And really I cannot tell a lot about the books.. I can read them at Bulgarian, Greek and English and French ,, I used to read at Spanish too, but damn it I forgot it … almost And.. if I have to be honest I prefer the English one oO I know that it’s not right, because Bulgarian one is my mother’s and father’s one, but I find English for more melodious one and it’s not like I refuse to read Bulgarian I do! But most of the time I’m reading English ones … And when I'm writing or talking in Bulgarian I'm rhyming all the things lol And I do not like it >> I mean I like rhymes, but if u can hear me .. It sounds really childlish and funny, so yea! English is better for me lol

Well.. Now hmm talk about what? About how much I’m loving that guy Lukas? Well u know it lol Almost all my journals are for that >.<

Well now is my favorite moment: telling ppl how much I love them! First DA ones
First of course He is awesome, when he is cheerful, sooo cute creature I just cannot find somewhere else And his works are really nice and absorbing, always making me smile until reading them .. And I’m in loved in him lol
Then I will continue with She is awesome as Hell and even more I don’t know why I’m comparing everything with Hell I just love Helly things And wut I was talking about .. Aye she is cool! She has a lot of talent And she is helpful and always want to make u smile and I just love her

Now besides the DA .. There are so many people that are so important for me.. Like my big brother! He is always listening to my bullshits and trying to make me smile.. And Arvin he hates it when I’m sad and does everything to back me my happiness and energy And Marita [in facts she has DA somewhere in my friends lissiegirl I think but I know her from WoW ] And Van and damn Devy thing Damn I do love Dev lol .. Well I think that it’s enough for now huh?

Soo regards and SMILES .. of course and hugs!

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